Gaining Weight is Hard

Ugh. Ack. Plsh. I feel so full, so sick, and so disgusted with myself. The amount of food I’ve eaten is unbelievable. It makes me angry to see other people eat so much less than I do. I know it’s crazy because, obviously, I’ve been eating less than everyone else for so long.  I just wish I didn’t have to feel so full. My digestive system has never been that nice to me, and to be honest, I haven’t been too kind to it, either. It takes me hours to digest anything. I can eat a large meal at 6:00 pm and still feel full at 7:00 am the next morning. Once I start eating regularly, I’ve heard that my tummy is supposed to start doing its job.  One of the many pluses of recovery.


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